Hi my name is Shauna, and I am a sinner. I am still learning in life and make lots of mistakes. I've been going thru a lot of emotional issues this past year or so, and have tried to learn how to deal with them in a positive way. I have made a lot of mistakes along the way in voicing my feelings, opinions and experiences in learning.
Although I have not purposely intended
to hurt any body along the way, I know that I have, and therefore must serve my
time in the penalty box.
Those I have offended know who they
are, there may be more out there that I am unaware of. but I am humbly asking
for your forgiveness and ask for your patience with me as I learn and grow thru
the trials that I face.
I love you as I love all my friends. I
take all the blame. I will carry all the shame and do my time in the box.
Please, please... soften your hearts towards me... I still value your
friendships and wish to know how to salvage them. You are good people. I could
write a short novel on all the things and reasons why I have struggled so much
this past year. I wish I had, had the wisdom to just isolate myself during that
time, so I could figure out how to handle those screaming emotions coming out
of me without hurting any one. Please let me know how I can repair the damage.
Please, please, give me another
chance at friendship with you. I can't promise I will be perfect, but I hope I
have learned more this past year about where to direct my emotions better and
not dump them on you... please....
You know I believe in life after
death, I do not want to carry these feelings into the next life... I do not
want to waste the short time we have here on earth.... please, please...
forgive me, accept me back into your lives. I miss you.